Collossus

A simple massege

2010-03-15T19:23:00.001+08:00

"Don't let others tell you what your book's cover should look like".

Songspot

2010-02-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

I've just finished writing the lyrics for "Stars". It's a song I've been working at it for about a year. I guess writing in abstract but in a broad commutable perspective has been pretty hard, but I'm glad I was able to express so many things in such simple content.

Probably the message I am trying to get across is our insignificance in this universe. But still our indulgence on what we see in front is good enough. We don't look up anymore, we don't see the how everything has such little meaning, and therefore we are lost in our perceived world, a dreamland where we see what we want to see.

Stars

Do you know why

people stare at the stars

Does it make you feel good

Does it tell you

how insignificant we are

like the sky's an endless sea

Did you reach across the other side of the galaxy

I can't seem to find my way

(Chorus)

Cause I can't see the stars tonight

I can't see the light in your eyes

I'm looking from a distance

following your guide

Till I see the stars in your eyes

I am moving

Chasing shooting stars

like a dream that isn't real

It's a calling

we're finding who we are

look ahead now I can't see

Make a wish of hope and hope someday you'll find your wish

I will stay awake tonight

(Chorus)

I want to believe

Like I believe in shooting stars

I want to find my way to you

Finding my way oh oh oh to you

(Chorus)

Now we're standing underneath the stars

do you feel the way I do. *end*

Gone is that cup of Teh Ice

2010-01-29T13:46:00.003+08:00

Article number: 3

(1) Islam is the religion of the Federation; but other religions may be practised in peace and harmony in any part of the Federation. - The constitution of malaysia

"bang! kasi teh ice satu!", I feel more and more nostalgic about Malaysia each time I utter that phrase. Never would I have thought that I would consider coming back to Malaysia after graduating and contribute to this country despite the constant disappointment in every part of the Malaysian society, community, and government.

I believe that as soon as "my generation" of Malaysians take over the cabinet, the governments very own branch of family politics would seek to continue the terrible trend that is evident here today.

But yet at the same time, I believe. I believe in "my generation" to be aware that the social struggle doesn't revolve around a particular race, but on the peoples initiative as a whole, to do what is right for the country and not for one self.

I believe that the "who you know" situation isn't what makes or break a man here.

I believe that women should be given equal rights as men. (So don't just condemn a muslin woman for drinking, get those male muslim hypocrites too if you dare say to practice what you preach).

I believe that peace isn't about tolerance, it is about respect.

VS... out

Too much white hair! I'm only 20 years old man!

2010-01-15T15:26:00.002+08:00

So, I've been giving some thought into this whole thing about destiny and purpose in life lately, and it doesn't seem to be going anywhere. You can say that I had hit a road block, or that I've been driving on a foggy road, you get the gist.

Some may argue that I think too much, if I just let things be and let God guide me things will always turn out great. What if I don't want great, what if I want more than great. I hate my sense of ambition sometimes, ego turns to pride and the only thing that stands in your way is this thing called life.

But hey! Things always do turn out great don't they :D.
...

I turned 20 a couple of months back *coughstillam...coughnot21yet* and to be honest it's really not a big deal to me. I guess I finally see why most older people don't bother celebrating their birthdays anymore. The world is still the same as it was, somewhere in the world, people are dying, someone is commiting a felony, weapons are being made, politicians are still putting on a public face, nothing changes really.

We live in a very flawed society, governed by rules and a system that is clearly for the benefit of the ruler. Peoples voices are being shuned away as their ego and arrogance grows. Democracy is just a word, misguided, and misused to their own liking.

In Africa, the Togo football team was being sprayed with bullets. How does these people see any good in violence? This is tyrany I'd say.

VS...out

The power of imagination

2010-01-11T15:20:00.003+08:00

I had recently watched the movie "The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus", for the second time (the first being a month back when it was released in Australia) just to get a grip of the ideas behind the movie.

(warning spoiler alert)

In many ways, the movie was very intriguing and deep. A question that was stuck with me throughout the movie was the metaphor behind the imagination. One of the scene where the devil, Nick, paid Doctor Parnassus, who was still a young monk a visit, Parnassus said if he and his people were to stop the story from being told, all things would seize to exist. But when Nick stops everyone from telling the story with his cool-little-phone-gadget, nothing seemed to happen, everything still exists, the sun still shines, and the wind still blows. A bird then takes a poop on Nick, and Parnassus laughed saying that it's all clear to him, that the story cannot be stopped from being told, because somewhere far away, someone is telling a different story.

I know the idea is really simple, but it is so fascinating to me. Everyone has a story, an imagination, a destiny that's within them, and the limit only depends on how far ones imagination can take them. Imagination in its nature alone is limitless, and we can be who ever we want to be, but this comes with choice. The choices we make in life, do we defy who we are and change together with time, or do we stick our ground, remain pure, uncorrupted from the world that is manifested by men and their "unnecessities".

VS... out

One nation, ignorant, arrogant, naive government

2010-01-08T20:26:00.001+08:00

First was a Hindu temple, now, Christian churches. Is the government so desperate for votes during the next election? Is it really worth it to stir the peace of the country by making unnecessary accusations?

The word 'allah' has been used for centuries in the Arab nations which carries the meaning God. It doesn't belong to any race or religion in particular, neither does any race or religion has the right to call it their own.

All I can say is that the malaysian government is naive. The welbeing of a country doesn't revolve around a religion or a race, it is a system that works as a whole. People, not Individual; Malaysia, not Chinese, malays, or Indians.

Direction

2010-01-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

All the inspiration that I need
is when I hear you calling out for me
and I will walk the only road that's true
when I'm walking next to you. -

Walking Next To You- Acres

Here's the thing, people tend to say lets do this, lets do that, but in the end all the suggestions and the hype created just go to waste. Another example, is when someone who is full of ambition, talent, charisma, you name it, but lacks the focus and hops from one goal to another only to get disappointed. They say failure is the seed for success, but they don't tell you that you need to accept that failure by heart first.

VS....out

Colossus

2010-01-02T22:47:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I updated this blog. I was starting to not see the point in blogging, as we move forward into the age of the internet, we become so dependent on the very thing that is suppose to enrich our lives, not seperate us from the real reality.

I've given the name Colossus to this blog simply to discuss the things that make us as people larger than live, but sad to say I've also fallen into the status-quo of narcissist.

Colossus simply means a person or thing of enormous size, importance, or ability, figuratively. What is the point of blogging if I myself become just another follower of the pack? What reason is there if blogging is just another way to vent out ones frustration only to hope someone will read it and agree with you.

We live in the "age of the artificials", people trying to be something they are not, or simply people who tries to defy who they are just to be accepted, and soon become the very thing they were against. The hypocrisy created by past generations has slowly brought our society down to the point of the degenerates. Every fiber of our existence is becoming without meaning or identity.

I would like to call for an awakening, heightening the person that is bottled up inside of every soul. Just be, not hoping for acceptance of the "artificial world".

VS.... out

Reconstruction of the blog

2009-12-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

The title says it all, I'm trying to find a direction as to where this blog is going instead of ranting about my entire life onto it.

Maybe something interesting might occur :D. I don't know. But we'll see what happens.

VS....out

design studio finals are over!! WOOOOT!!

2009-06-10T18:20:00.000+08:00

2009-06-04T13:19:00.002+08:00

I guess it's been a good few days since I last updated. Didn't really kept to my promise, but hey I'm trying ok.

Finals are coming next tuesday and I don't have even one image done yet. Stupid computer running only at 2.1 Ghz. Somemore uni's computer is fully booked and I got kicked out of a lab... sigh.

Oh well gotta run. Work is calling for my attention.

VS...out

Songspot

2009-06-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

The clouds are moving
I stood there waiting
Holding on to the misery
which was gone and now is history

I see you from a far
This is where we are
Seperated by the valley
In between hills, streams, in a long valley

Just playing around with a couple of tunes and melody

VS...out

2009-05-28T14:44:00.000+08:00

I'm sad :(... Man United lost. Good job Barca

v besties

2009-05-26T21:49:00.005+08:00

vonne wants the whole world to know that she is so blessed to has awesome friends who help her go through hard times, prioritized her to make her feel loved.

thus vonne wants to thanks vern so much right here right now. you are like my best ~~bitch~~ friend ever, because we dont go emotional, but you still asked me frequently,
"are you okay, vonne?"

if u get sweeter friend than me, dont need to tell me, because i'm very sure that u r lying.

vern is always beside me even when i acted really bossy to him. because he loves me very very insanely much.

see?

here again

2009-05-26T11:46:00.000+08:00

and working.....

Songspot

2009-05-25T08:56:00.000+08:00

we laugh, we cry
but most of all we say goodbye
this is the end
this is my choice
this is the time we say goodbye

2009-05-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

semester's coming to an end!!

2009-05-21T16:49:00.001+08:00

2009-05-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

Mien I've been doing nothing this whole day. Wrote some lyrics... done some reading (ntg to do with architecture).. alot of sleeping and apartment hunting.

Oh! And youtube-ing

Some of you might have already heard of Zee Avi. Sarawak's/ Malaysia's youtube star that was recently being featured on the main youtube page.

Some of who had known me for years knows that I despise Malaysian songs. *Not Malay songs but Malaysian songs in general*. Of course you have some of the bands that stand out like Pop- shuvit (I don't really care how you spell it) or the husband thieve Siti Norhaliza and ect. These artist have what I would call vocal-intrumental disconnection. Some of you might say that's not true or I have bad taste for music, but mind you everything I say is only based on my opinion.

I don't listen to music that "sounds nice" or has "great melody". I listen to songs that speaks to me in an abstract kind of way. Something that music these days just lacks and something the classical music is all about.

VS....out

Songspot 2

2009-05-19T22:40:00.001+08:00

Stars

Cause I can't see the star tonight
But I could see the light in your eyes
I'm coming from a distant
Following your guide
Till I see the stars in your eyes

Songspot 1

2009-05-18T13:00:00.001+08:00

I've been working on this song a couple of weeks back and finally pened down a couple of words

...

She looks at you
like she doesn't understand
what is wrong with you
when are you gonna be a man
...
But that's not gonna bring you down
because you are who you are
and you believe

VS...out

2009-05-17T00:46:00.003+08:00

went to uni today to do some renders... ended up with only 2 images... damn

Notice the cute red car :)

Stars

2009-05-15T16:40:00.002+08:00

Do you know why
people stare at the stars
does it make you feel good

Does it tell you how
insignificant we are
like the sky's an endless sea

Can you reach across the other side of the galaxy
I can't seem to find my way.

VS... out

6 more months

2009-05-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

Till I'm officially 20. Maybe I should get a job. You know help get through my quarter life crisis.

VS..out

One update a day

2009-05-14T02:38:00.003+08:00

Ok so here's the deal. I've been slacking off with the updates on my blog and from what I know no one reads it anymore. Which probably makes it safe for me to rant about stuff and still not getting any readers to read this.

I'm going to update once a day despite having anything to say at all. So here's post no. 1: The resolution

Cheers

2009-04-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

"You talk less when you trust that people understand you"- John Mayer

It's just a season thing

2009-04-06T19:44:00.003+08:00

I've not been able to find time to blog ever since I got back to Melbourne. For starters things has been going great here. I think I'm finally getting adjusted to the course and the work load. Not to forget the late nights, it's become a routine and besides, I don't have classes in the morning. Only a lecture or two. I've got Tuesdays and Wednesdays off to finish my work, I only go to class for 3 hours on Monday and Thursdays.

And Saturday... yes Saturday night. The night I look forward to every week. A day i hang out with ma lads at bars with nothing but good music.

Vonne, me, Jacky Chan *the architect oh yea*, Selene

I don't know why it's ok for girls to hold hands and not be lesbians but when guys do it just looks wrong. So here I attempt to prove a point that manly hand-to-hand contact isn't as wrong as it looks

ok maybe if Jacky didn't smile like that it would've been better

I here my work at the bottom of the screen calling for me. It is in need of attention. Work are like women, so demanding and is accasionally in need of attention. But when you give it great care and spend lots of them with them the reward far surpasses sex. Oh yea!

VS...OUT

a sign for vern!

2009-03-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

vern is so bitchy! all he do all day long is bitching, complaining and whining like a woman to me!
since he had been acting like a woman, maybe i should start label him as a "she"!

"she" keeps complaining that i never even bother to update her blog for her, thus
yes, i'm vern's alter ego. am back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was back in malaysia, and spotted something which kinda offended vern.

VERN IN PINK! bloody highlight PINK!

do not doubt, no photoshop included, its a exsisting ladies shoes store in malaysia! gosh!
my suggestion, TAKE THAT AS A SIGN VERN!
its time to go ahead for transexual surgery.

i mysteriously thought that vern might be the REAL boss of the shop, so i give face him, bought a pair or ladies sandal.

what else can i do? pose with it!

feel free to know more about the REAL vern @ http://ve-licious.blogspot.com !
(advertist pulak!)

Second Life

2009-01-19T02:10:00.000+08:00

and I'm not talking about the game.

Just yesterday my parents decided to go property shopping. I had to tag along since I didn't have a good to reason to stay home. Can't possibly go "I wanna just.... you know... hang arooouuunnd the house."

A couple of possible senario was playing in my head actually.

Senario 1

Mum: We're going out later
Me: Where?
Mum: Ah ya get out of bed la
Me: Go where first!!
Mum: Eat lunch la
*grunts*
And then she will just stand there staring at me till I wake up. Mind you it's freaking creepy to have someone staring at you while you sleep. Provided you wake up one morning after a one night stand only to have the girl u slept with doing that, other wise, it's just freaky.
Senario 2

Mum: We're going to shop for houses, wanna come
Me: *shit* ok! *smiles*

-fin-
Senario 3

Mum: Wake up
Me: Dun want!
Mum: *pokes*
Me: *grunt*
Mum: *pokes violently*
Me: *died*

Little did I know that houses weren't the only property my parents were hunting for. They were also looking for a final resting place for my grandparents (who are by the way still alive -.-). Long story short we were visiting graveyards that are still under construction. It's just like visiting the site of a yet to be completed housing project. Only this is for the dead.

VS....out

2009... here we go again

2009-01-05T02:05:00.002+08:00

First I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year. Another year has come and gone, another year has come and past. No matter how you see it, the past is the past.

I am sure that the new year would be better than last. Despite how bad the economy is doing right now, I know that some light would be shed upon it.

This year, I didn't feel the significant of New Year. It's not that I wasn't in the mood or anything, but it feels like something is missing. I'm not saying that the people I celebrate it with were boring or anything. Neither does it has anything to do with the boring performances in One Utama.

Somehow celebrating the new year this time wasn't as exciting as it was. I thought it would be just a quiet little gathering with some friends and booze. But we ended up going to One Utama instead.

Not that I'm complaining though. I feel like we shouldn't make new year celebration such a big deal. I think it should be a time of reflection. A time when we get over the past and move on.

I made 3 resolutions this year,
1) I have made up my mind on certain things that I want in life and I'm sticking to it
2) Gain MORE weight
3) Call friends and family more often while in Australia

I believe that 2009 would be a better year for everyone and despite the things that burdens your heart, there will always be a way

Happy New Year

VS....out :)

I think I might miss home more than ever this time

2008-12-30T10:59:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna miss all the friends I'll be leaving behind for the next 9 months or so. Mummy and daddy too of course. I definitely won't miss the nagging. But I'll miss living like "the only child in the house" hehe.

I'm gonna miss the food, the late night mamaks and ramli's. The random golf games and futsal matches. The humid weather and the opportunity to sweat whenever I want.

I'm gonna miss my grandfather's guitar and the noisy desktop in my house. I feel so nostalgic right now eventhough I'm still in the country.

I'm still thinking about my trip to PD with the CF bunch and Genting with the noisy bunch.

You need to look forward again Vern. Time doesn't wait for you. There's only one way in time.

VS...out

The Christmas that was, that is, that wil alwaysl be

2008-12-27T11:32:00.002+08:00

Hi all, I'm back in Malaysia. Actually I've been back since the 20th of Jan :P forgive me for neglecting the blog.

I've been pretty busy since I got back. Done some catching up with some friends, gone for a couple of mamak sessions and one Ramli session, got some shopping done, and did some travelling around Malaysia.

Just last week I was on a holiday streak. Went to Port Dickson on Monday, stayed there for 3 days 2 nights, then on Thursday went to Genting for another 3 days 2 nights.

Oh I must also mention that I've finally got myself to try out the SPACESHOT. It wasn't as bad as I thought to be honest. I wasn't scary at all, but the free falling part isn't pretty. Well at least I could now say that I've sat on the Spaceshot.

On Christmas day I went for Acts Churches play, The Big Show. It was an awesome play with amazing storyline mixed with great songs and choreography. It got me thinking how significant the day really is, but yet how little of us knows about its significants. Many people don't know the true meaning of Christmas.

It's not about the gifts or the songs, neither is it about the Christmas movies or the big turkey dinner. Or maybe for some of you, it's not that time of the year where you visit your parents . Christmas has a bigger meaning to it. It is about the first gift from God to all man kind, his son Jesus. It the day Jesus Christ was born. Now some of you might argue that 26th of December isn't the actually date and "yada yada yada"... but the meaning is there of why we celebrate Christmas. A day that all of our lives were changed when Jesus was borned. It is this day that the bridge between man and God was reconnected again, and we are able to connect with God once more.

It's been a good 20 centuries since his death, but the spirit of Christmas will never fade. It is the Christmas that was, that still is and will always be.

VS....out

A story in my email

2008-11-30T14:53:00.002+08:00

Note: The incident stated below was taken from an e-mail sent to me.

This is one of the lessons I have learnt from my trip to JB. This entry is an alert for everyone and please shares this with all your friends too. That afternoon, we just came out from friend's place for lunch and saw a terrifying accident where a motorcyclist banged by a taxi. That motorcyclist was injured badly and laid on the road flooded with blood.
That driver came down from the car and stand in front of the victim without taking any action. Thus, I was so worried that no one make any call to ask for ambulance.
999
For your information, in case you do not realize that the government have combined all the emergency line*ambulance, polis, fire engine* to one number – 999. I then made a call to 999.
I called continuously 3 times non stop to 999 and there's NO ONE answer the phone which ring till it stopped.
The Fourth time
Fellow Gov Malay Staff A: Ello, ya?
Me: Hello, sini Johor Jaya, depan Shell ada accident, kena hantar 1
ambulance secepat mungkin!!
Fellow Gov Staff A: Apa? Ambulance bukan call number ni la!
Me: Habis? Call mana?
Fellow Gov Staff A: Nanti ar.. I cari dulu…. *gone for 15 seconds* OK, 07- xxxx xxxx
Me: ok.
07- xxxx xxxx
Nombor yang ada dial, telah tamatkan perkhidmatan… sila dial….
*i'm like wtf?!?! Shit, that fellow is dying soon!!!!!!*
Then, Jeff suggested me to call 103 straight away to ask for the nearest hospital emergency department number.
103
Kami ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Haji kepada semua pelanggan kami…..
*WTF….he is really dying soon, pick up my phone!!*
Fellow Gov Malay Staff B: Hello~~~
Me: Can u please give me the Johor Jaya Hospital Emergency Department that can reach for ambulance?
Fellow Gov Malay Staff B: Huh? Kenapa tak call 999?
Me: *Getting pissed* I called 999 and that guy told me that I called the wrong number, then he gave me another invalid number. And now I'm hopeless that's why call you to get the direct number to rescue that victim!! Give me the number right now!!!!
Fellow Gov Malay Staff B: Ok, Ok, I bagi you Johor Jaya General Hospital punye Emergency Department nombor ya!! 07-ssss ssss
*Btw, it was already 15 minutes after the incident*
07-ssss ssss
Fellow Gov Malay Staff C: Hello, Johor Jaya Hospital~~~
Me: *impatient* Cepat hantar satu ambulance ke Johor Jaya Shell, Taxi langgar Motor, cepat hantar ambulance!!!
Fellow Gov Malay Staff C: Hello, Salah nombor la cik!! Sini register masuk wad, bukan ambulance la!!
Me: HAH?!? Apa ni!! Tolong transfer ke Emergency Department!!
Fellow Gov Malay Staff C: Sorry, tak boleh transfer transfer sini la..u
kena call nombor lain!!
Me: * VERY PISSED OFF* Apasal ni? Orang pun sudah mau mati!! Kenapa begitu inefficient?!! Transfer I ribu nombor pun tak dapat ambulance lagi!!sekarang sudah call hospital pun tak boleh tolong!!!
Fellow Gov Malay Staff C: Ei, Cik!! Apasal you jerit kuat-kuat!! Ini bukan salah I, I sudah beri tau!! SINI REGISTER MASUK WAD!!!
du du du….. *he hang up my call*
07-ssss ssss
I was damn pissed, then I decided called back again as he haven't give me the emergency department number! It was answer by another person this time.
Fellow Gov Malay Staff D: Hello Johor Jaya Hospital~~
Me: Hello, tolong transfer ke Emergency Department!!
Fellow Gov Malay Staff D: Sorry Cik, Kami tak boleh transfer sini, tapi apa I boleh tolong cik? *sound so much better than the previous guy*
Me: Ada accident, nak satu ambulance, tolong hantar ke depan Shell Johor Jaya.
Fellow Gov Malay Staff D: Ooo…tunggu ya, I tolong check.
*after 3 seconds*
Fellow Gov Malay Staff D: Cik, ada orang sudah call tadi, ambulance dah pergi dah…
Me: You sure sudah hantar?
Fellow Gov Malay Staff D: ya, ya. Sudah mau sampai dah!

Why am I blogging this?
1. How ridiculous is that I called 999 and there is no one answer for 3 continuous times? That's freaking ridiculous!! Then what's the point for the public calling 999 for emergency help then?!?
2. If 999 is not the number of ambulance, then why does the government merged all emergency services to one telephone station? Isn't that to convenient the public by pressing one same number no matter what serious situation you have encountered?
3. How can it be possible for the emergency operator gave me the wrong number for emergency help? Don't they know that very single second is vital during emergency happened?
4. What is that dim-witted system in a hospital that can't transfer
internal line to the emergency department?
5. Did the last operator really check whether the ambulance is on the way to rescue the victim? I doubt as she responded me in just about 3 seconds.
6. So what if she really did inform the emergency department and sent the ambulance, will it be still helpful? As the whole process took me 20 minutes to speak to the last hospital operator. The motorcyclist might have died just because of the very 1 minute late.

My message to everyone of you is that DO NOT rely on 999 anymore. It's unreliable!! Go to the website, Google a few private hospitals emergency department helpline, and double save in both of your phone and sim memory. Imagine, if seeing your loves one in front of you dying soon, and you got divert and transfer a few numbers for 20 minutes just to reach to the ambulance? What would have happened?

VS...OUT

I'm bored

2008-11-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

I'm bored..... I think I'll start writing for nuts.

A post for a dear friend

2008-11-20T04:22:00.000+08:00

You know how sometimes you've known someone for so long that you just feel so natural being around that person. Despite the differences they might have or the arguments you have in with them, they still the people that understands you the most other than your parents. But then, how much does your parents understands about you. Is it the blood connection or the chemistry connection that makes us understand someone else more than they are.

I realise I've never talked about my bestie, so here goes.

To the person that gives me unnecessary relationship advice :P MICHELLE YAP!!

I've known her since standard 2. We sat together by the window and guess what she did?? She pointed her finger at the table corner which is joined to my table and drew an imaginary line down. She said "keep your distant from this line" in Chinese "bao chi ju li". At least she didn't do Jin Kits version of it. He would dig his nose and do the same with the finger covered in mucus.

As for high school, she went to Catholic High to improve her nerding skills while I went to a Government School, free from Chinese education, and close to home :) But for some reason we kept in touch. Oh!! I think I know why! Maybe it's because she knows how to TALK NON-STOP when she feel comfortable with someone.... eh?? That means I'm comfortable to be around with! WOOT!!!

Anyway! I think I've only seen her 10-14 times in the whole 5 years of high school, which wasn't a bad thing. But after high school we went to the same college, that's when we found out how much we know about each other, which kinda sucks cause everything we do is so predictable, no excitement. She would rant her same problems and anger at me like 3-4 times and she wouldn't realise it. She's a REALLY bad at making decisions, and more often than never rejects advices until she's experienced it first hand. Uses a MacBook Pro only to run windows on it, write reports and surf the net with that kick ass machine. Musically obsessed with One Republic, LOVES cute guys and ignores the character, RICH guys are being categorized as CUTE guys and drools of guys with hot bod and cute face (it has to come in a package). hehehe

So here's to you Midge. 12 years of friendship and counting. Cheers.

VS....out

Tuck in you shirt architects, get a suit :)

2008-11-12T21:01:00.007+08:00

Random pictures at my campus

Su

2008-10-25T09:44:00.003+08:00

I remember when I was back in form 2, I was in my class sitting down quietly, being the useless Assistant Class Monitor, stoning, I was high on bong. Everything I saw was either complete bliss, or the funniest thing I've ever seen.

And so there she was, she walked past the dusty urine smelling translucent window, and as I looked towards her, I thought to myself............

"DAMN THAT'S THE BIGGEST EYE I'VE EVER SEEN!!"

And then came college, for a time, it was good. Oh how rich students pride themselves for the amount of times they went clubbing, or the number of relationships they were in. Lifeless fools, spending so much money only to get yourselves drunk, I'd rather get high on "thub thub piak piak wiggle wiggle peace" *inside joke*.

Sitting in the library banging away my 5000 word essay on the computer. I saw her again, and she asked me out for lunch. And i thought "oh shit". She was special indeed, in many ways I could thing of, she was special.... when she's eating.

Soon Pan Mee became our usual Wednesday retreat from the world we were glued on. Additional Math, Physics, Economics couldn't even calculate the Chemistry we have *duh*. I stare at her lovely chopstick as she GOBBLES down the mee and everthing else in it.

But don't take her so lightly for her size. Though her bottom might seem flat. It's actually.... ok nevermind I shall not talk about that.

As you are reading this, think about the time you have wasted laughing at the silly moment during Pan Mee session. GO STUDY, you dimwit!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SU!

This is how I'd imagine you would look like when you're stoned

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It's been 8 months

2008-10-24T01:01:00.016+08:00

In one week, I'll be having my final presentation of the year. Despite the set back of mid semester, I am not discouraged in anyway. In fact, I am more driven than ever to prove myself in the finals.

If you knew me long enough, you'd probably know that I :
1) Don't give up in something that easily
2) Don't give in to criticism, I accept them
3) I am a strong believer in what i believe in.
4) Have one hell of an ass when I flex it (if you know what I mean :P)
5) Don't take 4 seriously, cause you can never take me seriously all the time :)

I thought it'll be good to update more often even though no one reads this blog anymore. I don't wanna rant on architecture and design problems in here. You guys might might go "WTF IS HE TALKING ABOUT!!!" or "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STOP TALKING" and "NO WINDOWS IN YOUR HOUSE!!"

Here is some long awaited photo updates that I've been procrasinating on posting.

Have you ever stayed up all night staring at the bright colorfull screen of the computer only to see a bunch of vector lines on a black background. That's the software called Autocad my friends. And in architecture terms, we call it "cadding".

Being at the state of sleepiness, drowziness and highness (coffee side effect) at 6 in the morning, even a peanut can look like a sexual object.

notice the peanut has a penis

My tutors, Stas (left) and Christine (right)

Christine's love for lollies is more important than our mid term presentation

laser cutting machine

Presentation mock-up sheet

That's my BEST partner (guest blogger) Vonne

There Vonne, I made my statement loud and clear. TAKE THAT XD.

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vonne is hot.

2008-10-20T13:50:00.003+08:00

vern thinks i'm hot.

dont you think so too?//i'm the hotter one. up to you to decide left or right.

done ss-ing, back to work with my partner.

Rhino 3D modeling, Vray rendering

2008-10-12T13:59:00.008+08:00

I've been practising my 3D modeling on computer and I have to tell you it's a pain in the ass. In the end computers are just tools that makes our life's easier. In what sense, that's a different issue.

My respect for graphic artist especially those who're in the game industry has never been higher. The amount of detail work and the hours spent just to perfect a section of detail and programing has been under minded.

I sat in front of the computer monitor staring at the rendering that unfolds piece by piece.
1st minute
5 minutes
10 minutes
20 minutes
23 mintues
the result
a virtual building model :)

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Introduction

2008-09-28T15:36:00.004+08:00

Hey readers who still reads this blog. I know I've not been updating for a VERY long time. So to solve this problem, I've invited a guest writter to be my alter-ego (So frankly speaking, it's not me).

Vonne (ghost writter) and I came up with a proposition to guest write each others blog.

www.ve-licious.blogspot.com

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revealing the REAL vern

2008-09-27T15:27:00.004+08:00

i'm vern's alter ego. i'm a total bitch. and i cant keep my secret anymore. you know what? not like i care. so i'm just gonna split it out all by today, HERE!!!! NGAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

i adore brushing my teetch naked. so when i'm brushing my teeth, i have time to look at my b-e-a-u-tiful body which i spent so much time on it at gym. and then i go "uuuuu, nice body u have there, vern~"**wink.

do not think it is disgusting. because you actually love doing it too, just that you havent got the guts to admit it! simply becausse i'm braver. wonder what makes me braver than a REAL man? cause i drink not just "power, thirst, but i drink "GAY THIRST"!!!!!!

thats why i an RAWWWWWWW, ROARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

join my community, teehee~ **winkwink*

Mid Sem Crits

2008-09-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

I'm so frustrated right now. So much work to do and no ideas for my mid terms which is in two days time. I need a miracle. Or perhaps not, I need my eureka. Rhino 4 is driving me mad, Autocad can kiss my ass, and my hp notebook's graphic card got fried due to my habit of hardcore gaming.

I think I need a desktop for that.

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Pictures you don't want your parents to see

2008-08-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

Ok so the point I want to make is, taking pictures in a club is cool. Taking pictures ina club looking like you're pimping, is cooler. But having your picture taken and have it on random web site.... that's just awesome! Actually not so. I was more worried about whether my mum would see this or not.

But what the heck. HELLO MOTHER!! I WENT CLUBBING WITH SOME FRIENDS ON A FRIDAY NIGHT. It's was nothing wrong. Just some innocent clubbing.

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Colossus Man

2008-08-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

Thx Shu for the colossus man sketch out of boredom

Quick-ee

2008-08-17T03:14:00.002+08:00

I'm working on my folio now which is due on Monday. I'm not even half way through and I'm sleepy as hell. I think I should sleep.

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A peek at the present

2008-08-02T09:37:00.004+08:00

Hey people, the new semester has started for everyone in Aussie land and everyone is pretty much still partying hard. Nerders and no lifers such as me would rather get my work done and have orgasmic _______ on my bed.

The 2nd semester isn't as stressfull as I thought it would be. Class starts at 6-9....p.m. lectures from 12-2...pm. I've not seen so many pm's on my schedule since Britney Spears became a good mother. (tat was purely random and has no significant to what ever I meant).

Projects are getting more interesting. We were required to go swimming and relax in the spa pool to be inspired for our design (which you can have a look on my facebook photo album). I think the best thing about the course so far is that we get to interact and collaborate with senior students in our design studio.

I started making models the shape of a penis. Which is neither good nor bad but it's definitely wierd.
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A couple of weeks back I met up with Jenny and Yee Ru for dinner. The chef? Why of course is the great Vern!! hohohoho. And on the menu.....

(viewers discression adviced, the following content is only appropriate for audiences without cuteness in the them)

Grilled RABBIT with dijon mustard and sour cream!!
I have to say it tasted wierd. The meat was really really hard. But it tasted good anyway.

Menemui sahabatku Su Lynn yang ber-blackmail saya dengan hand-shake yang kami guna. *Thub Thub Piak Piak Wiggle Wiggle peace*

Sanity, where do you creep?

2008-07-01T21:03:00.001+08:00

I swallowed a shot of tequila as a celebration of my freedom and independence. Little did I know the effect it has on me. Funny how so little of it could knock an inexperience drinker to the ground.

The noise around me blasted through my ears like I was in a war zone. But somehow, it has a certain beauty to it.

I looked at the girl across the bar. She was dressed in one of the most skimpiest dress I've ever seen. She looked at me, but turned away and faced another guy. They were kissing, they were making out. They were not drunk, they were completely sober. And yet I found her staring at me the whole time. I asked the bar tender for a glass of JD with soda. I hate the taste of it. Hate everything about it. But it kills my emotions. It makes me numb.

I manage to get my eyes of her somehow. You do not want to use your eyes and start undressing someone. They'll realise it and they'll notice. Some like it some don't. I'd rather not experiment on that.
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I looked at the wall across my desk and found memories I held close to my heart. Good and bad. Joy and sadness. The letter of acceptance into RMIT still lying on my desk. Something I am proud of...... pride? It kills a man.

The smiles I see on the wall brings another smile to my face. And I tell myself..... I can't believe that happened, and I thank God for every second of it.

I curse the rempits, and wish they burn in hell for eternity

2008-06-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

Dear Burglars/ Thief/ Rempits and "people who deserves this",

I have nothing against you, for you provide job opportunities to detectives and police. I respect the fact that you people are so down to earth that you deserve to be spit on the face and rot to death. What's more amusing is the sad little life that you live. You live by stealing away the hopes and dreams of many people; and you risk your life for the good of nothing.

Oops, I said wrongly. You people are GOOD FOR NOTHING. I'm sorry I do not know the sad story behind who you've become. It might have been provoked out of you, or it might have been just you yourself. I sympathize the fact that you do what you do and I truly hope that you find the joy and happiness in it. (If you ever had any) But due to the sad reality that you've never had pure joy or happiness, all I can say to you is the truth. You are worthless. A bunch of worthless people that shouldn't have ever existed in the world at the first day.

Your existence has been a pure miracle. I'm even surprised that God even let you live. Oops... I mean Allah/ Sen as well... or any kind of God that you believe in. Or perhaps you don't even believe in a God, you believe in nothing. Which proves the fact that you existence was...well... pointless; and sad.

To the rempits who give us the excitement of illegal street racing. Good for you that that little skull of yours is being put in good use. Cause we don't need people with little skulls in the first place. We need people who.... well.... believe in a future. Take my advise mate, you should be grateful that UMNO Youth or who ever even suggested to use you as the so called "eyes and ears" on the street, or something like that. Well who cares, to be honest I don't even think anybody gives a damn about it. Why?? Am I being unreasonable? Am I being a bitch or so to say? I'm just spreading the word, and the love brother. Oh you don't like me calling you brother? Well I'm sorry for your incompetence to even comprehend such a word.

It's been great guys, you've listened and still going on with my little letter to you. So why are you still reading? Wasting your life away just because some Aussie is writing out of stress? I hope you enjoy the short life you have and God Bless.... not.

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Sound

2008-06-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

What is more horrifying? Not being able to speak, not being able to see, or not being able to listen? Not being able to utter words that could express one's emotion, not being able to capture a beautifull sight or view or not being able to listen to the beautiful sound of music?

Beethoven continued to write music even when he's completely deaf. So is it more important to hear than see and to speak. One can only feel loneliness without sound. I'd rather go blind or mute, than going deaf.

To be honest, can't imagine a day that I could hear the sound of the world. Not being able to listen to the music again.

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Michael Buble's concert

2008-06-20T14:25:00.009+08:00

was FRAEAKING AWESOME!! It wasn't the sissy love song, swaying, love you love me kind of club act. It was WAY past that.

To sum up his show, he got molested by a fan, flirted with a 12 year-old girl, sex talk and jokes, pointed "the finger" at his band member (jokingly), did impersonations of Elvis, kissed a woman and responded with a tiger roar, his jokes were.... no comment.

So yea... it's my cup of tea ;P

If you're reading this Xiao MICHAEL BUBLE'S CONCERT WAS SO AWESOME!!! SO SO SO AWESOME!!! OMG-NESS!!! (hehehehehehe)

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Year 1 Sem 1

2008-06-13T01:15:00.006+08:00

I cannot believe I survived the torture of first year first semester in Architecture Design. It's been an exciting year, I've learned so many things beyond my imaginations. Of course, the pressure of constantly being force to push the limit of my creativity has done some damage to my brain.

But fear not, it has not affected my sense of humour. I can still watch South Park and Family Guy and yet laugh at the unlaughable.

Yes people.... I am.... Alive *Jeng jeng jeng*

Life of an architect

2008-05-30T17:32:00.002+08:00

ain't cool. Neither is it in anyway glamerous. Going days without sleep, eye bags that last for a month because of it, pimple break outs due to stress, hair loss.... lets not get to that. You know what I'm saying.

Oh! And BLADE CUTS as well.

But the feeling of seeing your effort pay of in an exhibition or getting good comments for your design and idea.... priceless.

For everything else there's mastercard XD.

I'm just too tired to upload any pictures here right now. I've posted them on facebook. (models). For the exhibition pictures, click here.

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I love my course

2008-05-22T22:19:00.001+08:00

why do I love my course? Well... this weeks assignment is to watch "Lust, Caution" by Ang Lee. Guys, you make the conclusion.

Update of my life

2008-05-13T18:06:00.002+08:00

Things has been pretty crazy lately. I've got tons of assignment due in days to come. To make a list out of it.

Architecture History:
1)500 word essay on an architecture menifesto
2)1000 word essay on a building mentioned in lecture
3)2000 word essay on...something

Design Studio:
1)Drawing of a building
2)Sculpture inspired by a movie and an article
3)2 costume drawings from the movie
4)500 word critique in the movie
5)250 word respones on the article

Communication:
1)Redraw floor plans I designed using fine liner pen
2)Plan out how I want to present my folio
3)Design drawings for presentation

Technology:
1)Redo the building model (it was partially distroyed)
2) complete a visual diary on the house

And how am I surviving this.... I have my good friend coffee to stay up with me through the night and 30 hours without sleep. :)

On other updates, went for a short shopping trip with Jessica, Emilia, and Ian again. This time we went DFO Essendon; somewhere near the Melbourne Airport. Was quite disappointed cause the place seemed perhaps a little... depressing. (Turns you off from the shopping mood, which is a good thing =D) Didn't buy much things. Though Jessica was on a row as always. Never seem to disappoint a shopping trip do ya ;p.

Oh and my design studio is finally coming to the end of the semester!! OMG!!! More work to do with folios (high five Su). Hope this semester ends well. Besides it's my first year, who doesn't want to end their first year on a high.

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I had a dream

2008-05-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

The sweet feeling of anxiety excites every nerve in my spine. I get that feeling everytime these flash backs come to mind. The excitement of falling without a care, but knowing a net will be there to secure me.

I had a dream.

It wasn't like any other dream I had. This one was real. I grasp it every chance I could, not letting any space for it to escape.

But all good dreams has an end.

It's the bad once that comes after the good dreams frightens you, pull you to the deepest depth and hold you there.

But all bad dreams has an end.
All bad dreams has an end. Believe in it.

I had a dream. I still do, and I believe in it.

2008-04-29T17:58:00.006+08:00

Just keep me where the light is

2008-04-25T10:21:00.001+08:00

Gravity
John Mayer

Gravity
Is working against me
And gravity
Wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know
What makes this man
With all the love
That his heart can stand
Dream of ways
To throw it all away

Oh Gravity
Is working against me
And gravity
Wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much
Ain’t twice as good
And can't sustain
Like one half could
It's wanting more
It's gonna send me to my knees

Oh gravity
Stay the hell away from me
Oh gravity
Has taken better men than me
Now how can that be?

Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
Just keep me where the light is
C’mon keep me where the light is
C’mon keep me where the light is
C’mon keep me where keep me where the light is

wiki-wiki !! Model's ready!

2008-04-16T19:10:00.007+08:00

The great adventure

2008-03-31T11:42:00.010+08:00

Yo peeps, I'll be blogging about a few things in this post.
1) MORNINGTON ROAD TRIP!!
2) The finger cut that bled for 5 days

Been procrasinating on typing this post for 2 week. I got injured ok!! Serious injury you know.. need to go hospital somemore!!

Wei Shen (Wei Jin's brother) and Li Qing (Girlfriend) came to Melbourne from Tasmania for Easter break and planed a road trip with Ian (his formerly Gam-mou *golden hair* classmate).

Ian was practically the photographer for the trip and made us do "studio posses" for facebook. It's been a while since I felt like myself. (if you know what I mean)

And then there was the damn finger cut I got a while back. It was like 2 a.m. in the morning and I cut myself with a blade.
I was like blardy tired ok!! Somemore architecture course flooded us with an impossible amount of work. ish >.<. The picture was taken 2 weeks after the cut. Now my finger look senget d T.T.

I was like damn panic lo after the cut. The finger was like bleeding cats and dogs for half an hour.
I called Jessica after that to ask her to help me.. but she gave me a damn lame reply.

Note: It was late at night

Me: Errrrr... Jes.... I need your help... Can you come over to my apartment (I was trying to not make the situation look serious)

Jes: Huh?? I dun wanna go gym...

Me: -.-"...... I cut myself

Jes: Huh??

Me: -.-"""""""...... I cut myself and it's been bleeding for half an hour d.

Jes: HAH?!? You cut yourself?

Me(Self concious): That took you some time.... -.-""""

Then Jes and Emilia came over... it wasn't such a big deal really, but it was one stimulating pain on the finger. Some more Emilia went and call the reception and I ended up going to the hospital only to get a huge bandage. Oh.. and some more after emilia called the reception, some fat security personel came to my room thinking I got a cut on my head and can't stop bleeding.

He was like so the poser man! Keep saying "stay calm... take deep breathes... no one's going to die" like wth man!! You think I'm the South Park character Kenny meh?? Can die by farting on fire.

But the bleed didn't stop for almost 5 days, have to keep changing bandages cause the blood was soaking my finger. And it hurts like being kicked on the ballzzz!!

Waaahh have too many things to blog about.. will update ASAP next time. Till then...

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Shopping at DFO

2008-03-27T19:49:00.006+08:00

Shopping at DFO can be rather addictive.

My first trip there I bought a pair of FCUK jeans and Timberland shoes.

My 2nd trip... a pair of Guess shades, Guess long sleeve shirt, winter jacket from some random brand, soccer ball, ball pump, and then went over to adidas to get a pair of futsal shoes (read previous post).

the 4 bags at the front is mine... a note to everyone who's about to come melbourne. Make a list before u shop.

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Baby on my feet

2008-03-23T18:17:00.003+08:00

For the record I did not step on a baby.

The baby I'm talking about is a different kind of baby.

It's my new adidas futsal shoe!!

Was at Adidas the other day and i spotted this baby. Something inside me was telling me I must get it.... must get it...must get it (echo effect)

It looks a little beaten up in the photo cause I couldn't resist just having it lying there, so I wore it and took it for a few rounds of juggling and jogging. I feels so good on my feet!!!
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Man Utd won against Liverpool!!

Scorer: Brown, Christiano Ronaldo, Nani

Sad to say Liverpool scored none. Was hoping for a good and exciting match. I pity Man Utd for having such a boring game. Oh and not to forget one of the Liverpool player went berserk on the refferee and got sent of for two yellow cards.

Man Utd ROXOOOO!!!

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St Kilda

2008-03-18T17:43:00.008+08:00

Yo people! This is a very amat termelampau wah liao-eh late post of my Great Ocean Road trip and some pictures from St Kilda beach.

St Kilda beach:
In short, Li En called Boon, Boon called me, and I just went and tag along with them.

It was nice to finally feel something familiar on my bare feet as I steped onto the sand. I don't know how long has it been since I last went to a beach but it does have a calming effect on me. Like drinking coffee when you're under stress. Hehe.

AHHHH !!! Internet connection is damn slow !! Will update The Great Ocean Road trip some other time. TATA

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Makan-over

2008-03-15T23:30:00.006+08:00

I woke up today at 12 p.m. even though I slept pretty early the night before.

I can't tell what time, but I'm sure it was pretty early. Then it hit me that there was a BBQ party in RMIT for all Malaysian students. I left the apartment with Emilia and Jessica and then we met up with Ian along the way.

After having our free lunch there, we head on to safeway to buy our groceries.

We made a detour to BigW cause I wanted to look for a new alarm clock. My old one is starting to dislike me and giving me wrong timing. I don't know what is it's problem man. It's not like I ever offend it or something.... well other than banging its head so that it keeps snoozing every 5 minutes.

Preparation went well until I accidentally cut my beloved thumb with the knife. Ian had to help cut the rest of the meat due to my handicap.

Food was pretty good. This is the first time I had such a feist since I arrived in Melbourne.

On the menu:
1) Korean style spicy fish
2) Mashed potatoe
3) Pasta
4)Salad
5)Sweet potatoe soup

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Swimming in a pool of red bull

2008-03-13T22:00:00.004+08:00

Cool! The title actually rhymes!
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Putting that aside, I've been really busy lately. Work is starting to pile up, more projects to finish, models to build, lectures to listen and of course more sleepless nights. I wish I had a multi-functional maid that can help me get my models done, wash my plates, do my laundry, *rub my back =S*, but then, where is the fun of that?

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Lalalala

2008-03-11T20:49:00.001+08:00

Architecture is so killing me!!

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Lost in my world

2008-02-29T14:21:00.001+08:00

why is it that when speak our thoughts, someone is bound to get hurt?
Does it make things better if we lie through our noses and breathe through our ass; or perhaps the simple concepts of life that we hardly grasp confuses us like a fly smoking marijuana.
I hardly know what there is to know anymore.
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Today I had my orientation in the school of architect!!! Was abit lost at first cause everybody has their own group T.T

One thing I'm greatfull for though is the FREAKING HOT CHICKS in the faculty!! *no Su I didn't ask for their names... sad*

So anyway, I made some new friends during the barbeque lunch and for the 1st time.... I drank alchohol in a school premis!! I mean, what is there to lose? They were serving beer for a barbeque lunch (the perfect match) :).

Election in Malaysia is coming up and I just feel sad that I'll be missing the fun. The scandals, the bribing, the... do not question *you know what I mean* rights. I mean... if there is something to be said it has to be said. Hell, Martin Luther King stood up for what he believed in... equal rights for all african american. And yet some mojo bastard has to shoot him down just because they are too scared of the cause he fights for. Or are they too afraid of change? Too afraid of their future. I think it's thoughts like this that separates people, making them unable to think of others but themselves.

People are selfish cowards without a doubt, but i guess there's still hope out there if we make an effort to find it and not giving lame assed excuses for the mistakes we have done.

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Guess wat came in the mail?

2008-02-15T07:52:00.008+08:00

Have you ever opened your house or apartment mail box expecting something very unexpectable to pop out of it?

Well, guess what came into my mail box (no it isn't sperm)?

Victoria Secret Catalog!!

I'm not going into detail about the content of it but OMG IT'S SO FREAKING CAN NOSE BLEED!!

ANYWAY!! On Other issues... yesterday I went around Melbourne city and took some pictures of the buildings there.

The design of each building are very unique unlike Malaysia. The University I'm studying in looks more like an art gallery than an education centre.

The effort and design of each buildings there would make KL tower and twin tower look like scrap metal I tell you.

But the sad thing is the interior of some of the buildings are made of wood instead of concrete. What if some big fat dude trips and fall onto the wal.. it'll puncture a hole on the wall!!China town

Sorry Rachel, I don't have any cum shot pictures but you can enjoy the Victoria Secret picture =P

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The crib I rot in

2008-02-13T20:40:00.005+08:00

Hey wassup people, I've uploaded some pictures of my (Boon and mine) apartment in Melbourne just for you curious people out there.

Note: If you see an underwear or a bra hanging, dangling, flying, floating or what ever, just ignore it.

It's taking too long to upload the photos. Lazy d la.

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Summer is cold

2008-02-13T09:53:00.001+08:00

Elo peeps!! I've arrived in Melbourne two days ago after 8 hours of flight time and one and a half hour of baggage check.

Wheee!! I have to admit Melbourne doesn't really feel like a new place to me even though I've never been here before. It really does feel like another Malaysia. Except there are more Mat Salleh than orang kuning.... but still it really does feel like I'm at home.

It's still summer here in Australia, but the temperature its around 24-11 degrees celcius. It's pretty cooling and it's a great temperature to play golf in.

Okay I gtg run some errands now.

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HAPPY CNY '08

2008-02-06T03:04:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps! Happy Chinese New Year to everyone who's celebrating it! Lets keep in mind *especially those who are married* tat this is a time for giving and receiving ~~red packets~~ greetings and wishes from each other :P

God bless everyone this Chinese New Year and please drive safe for those who are driving back to their hometown.

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Who we are

2008-02-02T02:50:00.001+08:00

We cover ourselves with clothes, but we cannot forget who we are, or where we come from.

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15 more days

2008-01-30T22:38:00.001+08:00

*edit*: I'll also miss the pan me in ss 15 and the my pan mee companions

2 weeks and one day is all I have left in Malaysia. I'm not going to die or anything (~~sorry to disappoint some of you~~), neither am I gone forever. I'll be leaving this country for almost a year soon, and I'm so excited about it.

Can't say I wouldn't miss it. I have less things to miss than not to miss.

I'll miss the ~~minister's sex scandals~~ nasi lemak, wan tan mee, bulls inside noodle, kuih melayu, and friends. Yea!! FRIENDS!!
I'll miss mua friends. No one in particular. But you know who you are.

What I'll not miss... foul mouthed taxi drivers with bad services (not all of them (: ), badly maintained public toilets, traffic jam, hot weather, and Asia Cafe.

Ohhhh!! I'll miss my bed too!! Gosh... I wonder how'd I survive without my beloved bed for 10 months. I love my bed ok... I had it ever since I moved in from my grandparents place and it has never let me down. The contour of my body is molded to it.

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15 more days

2008-01-29T02:29:00.001+08:00

2 weeks and one day is all I have left in Malaysia. I'm not going to die or anything (~~sorry to disappoint some of you~~), neither am I gone forever. I'll be leaving this country for almost a year soon, and I'm so excited about it.

Can't say I wouldn't miss it. I have less things to miss than not to miss.

I'll miss the ~~minister's sex scandals~~ nasi lemak, wan tan mee, bulls inside noodle, kuih melayu, and friends. Yea!! FRIENDS!!
I'll miss mua friends. No one in particular. But you know who you are.

What I'll not miss... foul mouthed taxi drivers with bad services (not all of them (: ), badly maintained public toilets, traffic jam, hot weather, and Asia Cafe.

Ohhhh!! I'll miss my bed too!! Gosh... I wonder how'd I survive without my beloved bed for 10 months. I love my bed ok... I had it ever since I moved in from my grandparents place and it has never let me down. The contour of my body is molded to it.

VS...out

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Big fish

2008-01-25T14:16:00.000+08:00
Have you ever head a joke so many times that you forget why is it funny?
Then, when you heard it again, it's new. You remembered why you loved it in the first palce

New Header

2008-01-19T00:01:00.000+08:00
I was getting sick of the previous header which lasted a little less than a week.

Lazy to update now....VS...OUT

New World

2008-01-13T22:46:00.000+08:00
I'm feeling a little nervous about going to ausralia to study. I don't even know if I'd make it out as a good architect. My dad has a friend who use to be an architect told me that if I start doing architecture, I have to go all out.

It makes me really concern about my future. I don't wanna be a graduate who can't find a job or having trouble finding a job. Or even finding a job that has nothing to do with what I'vebeen studying for so long.

Some friends of mine ask me why would I want to go overseas to study when I could do everything here. Perhaps the whole exposure thing is a bunch of bull crap, but I really do believe in it.

I believe that I'll be more experience in handling things by myself, paying my own bills, doing my laundry, cooking... hopefully those would come in handy in the later years (girls if you like a guy that cooks...hehe).

For my concerns... I'd say I'm afraid of becoming someone I do not want to be. I know that culture shock isn't a whole lot of shock to me, but the fear of it is still there.

Maybe I'm worrying to much bout this. HECK!! I AM WORRYING TOO MUCH!!

I need some booze now....VS.... OUT

Marraige, New Zealand, Sheeps

2007-12-10T21:24:00.000+08:00
Happy new year everybody! sorry that I partially abandoned this blog.
Was away for a 16 days and busy for another week or so. Can't blame me you know, I'm very busy person... busy, busy, busy, busy.
Now I have my hands full and the darn application to RMIT, australian visa, new IC, WORK...ARGH. Such a pain in the ass... *youch*.

I would like to send my best wishes to my cousin who has just made himself not single, and definitely not available
CONGRATULATIONS VERN HOW!!

Oh and here's some pictures of New Zealand. It's very a beautiful place, but definitely not a place I would like to stay permanently. The population of humans is 4 million and about 17 million population of sheeps and cows.
Fox Glacier (aka ice mountain)
It's suppose to right BATHROOM CAFE. (I wonder what they serve in there?)

this somehow sounds wrong

Driving along the coaster road in New Zealand was awesome. Although it takes 5-7 hours of driving between each town, you would just fall in love with the view. Heck... I would even fall asleep in a 2 hour ride from Subang to Ipoh. Blame the unpreserved view of Malaysia.

Haihz... lazy to upload so many pictures (546 to be exact). VS...OUT

PDA blogging

2007-12-03T02:40:00.000+08:00
Apologies dear readers for te lack of updates (to any faithful friends out there who has been reading this blog) 'formal le' ;p

SAM course should've come with a warning. 'Do not make so much friends, it's only one year'. I somehow find myself not getting use to being freed from the course.

Going to college every morning, make some senseless kick ass joke, making fun of S3 punching bag Mei Shan and 'Arck' aka Seng Hoe. And Tat Leong rebutting every word from Ms Ng. Haih... time is just cruel. It won't wait for us to be ready, it just moves on regardless of your capability to keep up.

I miss A-levels people also. Sad thing is you guys have class while we're on holiday. Don't forget to ajak me if you guys are going out 'hint hint' want to meet up with you all.

VS... out (i'm blogging from my pda !! Love this machine)

WHEEEEEE!!

2007-11-21T01:20:00.000+08:00
I know I haven't been updating eventhough exams were over. I was just so darn busy HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE!!!

Althought I was killed by spec math, but still.... MUAHAHAHAHAHHA. nothing is stoping me!! (darth vader background which john william's orchestra on music) *fuyoh drama-nya*

After spec math me and my *oh so wacked out* guys went to genting to stay for a night.......in a room.

There was a rather gay moment in the room, but still it was worth it!! *argh i can't believe SAM is over*

I'm so lazy to upload photos now. Next time la.

Vs.....OUT

birthday post

2007-11-10T00:34:00.000+08:00
EDIT: THANK YOU MIDGE!! and others i forgotten to mention =P

Thank you to those who had wished me during my birthday.

Especially those who called from overseas (Boon & Tert).

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.
sorry Boon. I haven't heard you for months the. Australia seem to have changed your voice. keke.

and yes Su you were exactly 10 seconds early from my birthday and thank you for not spending 15 minutes of my time -.-"

oh and Thanks Jade for allowing me to crap all I want in 1 hour.

Now for those who msg'ed me, Jian Yin, Pei Yi, Steph, Wei Jin (blardy at 3 in the morning -.-"), Navin, Nick Lai, Jazz, Spoon and Wil Sen. Thanks alot guys. Sorry If I missed some of you, but you know who you people are so THANK YOU =D.

To Wei Jin, Nick Lam and Wil Sen,
you guy's should be damn bangga I posted a picture of the necklace you guys give me. Not everyday got this kind of chance wan you know. Today I give face you all cause it's my birthday only. MY BIRTHDAY!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! ROAR!! (omg Su you really should get this word out of my head)

Next week, Chemistry and Spec Math!!! AAAHHHH!!! I'm......OUT.

p.s : Su please use ur mouse to highlight the portion between "sorry boon" part and the " thanks Jade part. Kinda screwed up the fonts.

Every end is a new beginning

2007-10-27T16:14:00.000+08:00
The final day college or rather the last class of college was a fun one. S3 was more of a class than the past few months. After 10 months of stressing, studying, hang lose, and having break at AC together, it's like the chemical reactants has finally reached its activation energy (ignore my lack of expressiveness). It's kinda sad knowing something which started so excitingly is about to end so abrubtly.

To Jian from the lab, who has always taken my lack a concentration in consideration and for taking my jokes seriously. YEA BABY!

To Mei Shan who always lacks the upgrades. YEA BABY!

To Jul who I forgotten to mentioned before Mei Shan was upgraded. YEA BABY!

To Joanne who always walks slowly and takes a rather long time to reach a certain destination. YEA BABY!

To Chen Hao from the side, who always fetches me home. YYEEEAAAA BAAABBYY!!

To Kai Jin from the football field, who always needed company to take a stroll and to go to McD. YEA BABY!

To Seng Hoe from dream land, who relentlessly had to hold up with us immitating him. Errrr...Ah what the heck, he doesn't even read blogs. He'd rather read this if it was manga or DOTA.

I send my best wishes to my class S3 and to all my friends and course-mates, and all the best in finals.

V.S Out

Happy early birthday Chiang!

2007-10-21T01:46:00.000+08:00
Finals is in two weeks time and I found myself going out with friends enjoying myself. I dunno if it's a good thing or a bad thing. But being able to hang lose with friends has definately destressed me.

A few of us went to Shogun to celebrate Chiang's (aka Jessica) early birthday. OH! Her birthday actual is one day before mine btw... hehehe (hint hint) XD. A miracle happened as I entered the car in which Wei Jin fetched us in. All the guys were wearing long sleved collar shirt. I am so glad I was borned with a sixth sense. If not Wei Jin will be like "zha-ing" me the whole way there or perhaps get me to change my clothes.

When we reached the restaurant, another miracle happened. Lam appeared in extreame casual T-shirt! YES! More reason for me to "kutuk" Lam. I guess it was because of my stupid mouth that couldn't stop critisising that Lam had to actually go home and change his shirt. An experience of a life-time I tell you! =) Cheers.

I somehow find the cup really cute
Unfortunately some lady asked me to not take pictures of the food so.... haiz

WHO CARES ANYWAY!! MUAHAHAHAHA

Steph's birthday

2007-10-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

I kinda lost the parking ticket which later was found in my wallet.

ah.....

2007-10-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

Some results from trial exam came back. I find myself facing the reality that I might not be able to meet the requirement to study abroad. 3 C's and one of them is a posible D, how much worse could these results make your college life depressing.

Furthermore, exams is in less than 30 days. AHH!! THE HORROR!!! How to score high marks to get into good uni!?!?!??!? Anyone plan to retake SAM or any pre-U course with me? hehe.

VS....OUT

Random bored writting...

2007-09-28T21:30:00.000+08:00
Here she goes down the deep and dark hallway of Mischief Mansion. There is no light to guide her, there is no-where to go and also there is no one with her to be with. There is just a sad little girl that had just lost her way in a huge but very scary mansion. She was dared to go into this mansion for one whole hour to explore and take pictures of it for proof. It had been hours and hours and she had no food, water, or any company. During her way in this mansion she just gotten lost and can’t seem to find her way out. The last thing that she remembers is walking down a long hallway and going down some stairs that leads to no-where. The hallway had an picture of a beautiful young womon holding some-thing, although it was too dark to see what it really is. This little poor girl was really frightened and had no network to call her sister or either of her friends. Then on her way down the pitch-black hallway she say plenty of pictures and next to each image the was a small piece of paper and read all kinds of letters and numbers. While looking at the images they all were painted or photographed of all kinds of people. And as she was looking at them there was a voice that sounded as if it was calling her name. It cried…
Voice;
“3…2…1…
Jasmine…
Jasmine…
Jasmine…

Where are you Jasmine...
I am going to find you…
Ready or not here I come”
That was just until she heard the last line of the voice, “Ready or not here I come.” She had just thought that she was playing a hind-and-go-seek-game with a stranger

*****

I was looking through the photo gallery on my computer, just thought I should share some of my favorite pictures =)

Picture from Turkey !!!

EXAMS!

2007-09-21T11:28:00.001+08:00
AARRGHHH!! MATH..... aaarrrrrRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! WHAT IS SAMdoku!?!??!?!

Judge fixing scandal!!!

2007-09-20T16:25:00.000+08:00
Politics is dirty, but whats more dirty than politics?? Very dirty politics.
I'm sure some of you are well aware about the judge fixing issue on which a video of a lawyer in practise called Lingam talking on the phone was captured around the year 2002. The video was only released 12am this morning by former deputy prime minister Anwar Ibrahim. Here's the clip. If you don't understand whats going on, you could check it out at http://www.blogger.com/www.malaysiakini.com

To club... or not to club?

2007-08-22T18:58:00.000+08:00
So much stress, so little distress. Why can't we get 2-3 weeks of holiday instead of the saddening 1 week of break. It like cooking and omelet on an ice..... or am I making no sense. Oh well =)

Holidays so far is pretty boring. I went back to Ipoh a few days ago to visit my grandma, as usual she stuffs me with a huge amount of food (try having supper after every meal, that adds up to 6 meals a day. Thank god I was only there for 2 days). It was pretty sad going back to my home town without my cousins. The "Chan" atmosphere just isn't there. Talk about uncontrolled laughter and uncensored jokes, grandma's house definitely wasn't as hyped up as it is during new years. It feels so weird being there. Probably cause I got used to having the house noisy..hehe.

My cousin from the states, Grace, has also left. Which leaves me without anyone to bully at home. Kinda miss her =( Anyway, in spite of the holidays, I've not stopped doing any work. Went back to college you know!!! EVERYBODY SAY FU-YOH!!!

I'm glad that I went back to college, not because I get to do my "very important" moral project.... the hot.fm truck was in college!!
The Hot.fm crew were also giving away BHP petrol vouchers. So much for conserving fossil fuel. They offered RM110 worth of voucher to anyone who dares to eat chili padi and cucumber at the same time

Two couples came out and offered themselves to be sacrificed. Their goodwill shall be remembered as an entertainment =)
"my tongue is numb !!"

wait whats that cucumber doing there?

after that they dared this dude to shave his head for RM130 worth of vouchers

Anyway we managed to interview some people at the main campus and even went to ADP to interview a couple of people. Mei Shan spoted this "Mat Salleh" and started to droll over him and beged us to interview him. Fearing she might enbarrass us we went with it.... AND HE GOES CLUBBING!! HURRAY!!

Getting bored, I started to play with my new toy. A JVC HDD camcorder. I was spying at people from 6 stories up. This picture I took looked like a could have been gang fight

but everything was all cool =)
and then my group members and I started to cam whore for no good reason, to think of it, cam whore IS done with no good reason... or isit?

from left: Chloe, Mei Shan, some gay looking dude
Chen Hao getting absorbed by his cellphone
NOTE: Su if you're reading this, I hereby annouce that your ass has been upgraded from no ass to.... A SLIGHT BUMP ON THE ASS!!
VS....OUT

random

2007-08-11T14:10:00.000+08:00
I know it's been a while since I updated my blog. Don't really have the time write new post lately. I'm probably getting lazier at writting new post. Even so, I don't know how many of you actually still read this blog since it's still considered quite new. Oh well...

I just finish downloading FIFA 2007!!

took me 4 days just to wait for 3 gb of file to get downloaded into my comp. (bodoh streamyx)

Here's some photo update:

Some car which we (eX) mistaken as Shung Jiu's car (surprisingly we were able to the door with Shung's key)

This is Shung Jiu's car (Sean looked like he just had an orgasm)

A Beautiful Story Of A Girl That Suffered...Me(12 Year Old Cousin(Girl) Of Vern Sheng

2007-08-05T02:33:00.000+08:00
There once was a little sad girl,
Her father was murdered by Earl,
She went up the lane,
Then cried of bad pain,
And became a very sad girl.

Then went to see her friend, Kevin,
And met another named Evan,
There was a loud shot,
Then someone got caught,
The three of them went to heaven.

The three of them saw a bright light,
And there was an amazing sight,
There was a huge man,
He gave out a hand,
And he held them so very tight.

Greatly written by Grace Chow..... =)

The farewell

2007-07-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

Last Monday Boon and Tert when back to Australia =( MISS YOU GUYS!!

Anyway, me and Drew were the only people who sent them off on Sunday. Bow down to me and praise our greatness!! Choi choi.... (later God strike us with lightning).

The Journey

Some of you may know that my computer has been striped of all its games (read previous entry) So I went to Drews' house hoping to get my hands on hardcore racing "BURNOUT 4"video game!!!

Then Drew was like

"Hey Vern, Tert is leaving today right? want to send her off ?"

"Like totally!!"

"What time is their flight?"

"Errrr.... dunno"

Later we found out that the flight was at 10.20, means they have to be there by 7.30 to 8. It was 5.30 at that time, more time to kill!!

We met Sean and Zachary up at AC for a game of pool. BY the time we were done, it was like 7 already... 1 hour to reach KLIA... SHIT!! SO......instead of driving there, Andrew and I rode the oh so sexy BMW (ubercool) bike at a max speed of 180 kmph. (You think rollercoasters are trilling, think again)

Say what you like about how impossible it is (refering to you know who you are), but yes.... we went on a motorcycle at 180 kmph. The best thing was, I was wearing short pants and sandals. Imagine, wind blowing against ur shin and thighs at 160-180 kmph, heck even the back of my shirt was flying up, had to tuck it into my underpants. "Bulu roma" all standing like no ones business.

It took us a maraculous 15 minutes to reach from the 1st toll to the toll before KLIA and another 15 minutes of nice slow riding to KLIA itself. And I survived to tell the tale!! WHO WANTS TO TOUCH ME??!?!

We reached KLIA before Boon and Tert did. Hang around the area. (too much details in between, will skip to checking in at counter) Tert found out the the flight they booked was over booked, thus the whole "hoohaa" began.

Me and Drew went to entertain ourself while the "Australian students" short out their flight schedule.

We played some games that has to do with identifying people's nationality by their accent. Then we got bored, and started putting our own dialogs into Tert and her dad complaining to some random gay looking MAS dude.

Unsurprisingly our dialogs were extremely 18SX/SG/PL that the lady standing next to us walk away disgusted. WHEEEEE.

Then we got tired of waiting as we have college to attend the next day and went home to have our B-E-A-uty sleep.

Vern, Out

EXAM!!!

2007-07-16T20:36:00.000+08:00
OK guys, SAM exam is coming in two days. So there will be no new post till August, that is if the boredom of studying kills me.

VS. Out

Too much drama is bad for babies

2007-07-09T21:49:00.000+08:00
Ignore the useless title I put up for this post. It has nothing to do with what I'm about to say. Well, not entirely unrelated... oh well.

Yesterday Chen Hou sent me an SMS asking me to wear beach wear to college today. His plan worked out pretty well I'd say eventhough there were a few culprits who did not play along with the dress code ...piff. Imagine 19 college students all in shorts and t-shirt, or (those sarong-y type of skirt you get from Bali) for the girls in class. And throughout the whole day, I think only Ms Ng and Ms Kwa notice our "skinny and a few hairy legs".

Ms Kwa dared us to wear pajamas tomorow but i guess that wouldn't work out well with the college director. Heck, Ms Logesh would kill us if we turn up in college wearing pajamas. Talk about the boss the the group herself.

hmmm.... what else happened today?

OH!!! We had this drama thing today!

Our English lecturer gave us a short story to read up and she separate us into groups and then gave each group different scene. Azarels group was perhaps one of the most straight forward performance I've ever seen. He made the "zip" sound while acting out a part which he was suppose to open the camp curtain. The best part was putting in the scene where the Red Indians gave smoke signal when it was suppose to be a night scene.

I'll just skip to the scene I was acting in. My group did a scene of this Indian lady in labor. "No not doing hard work like moving rocks you dong heads, giving birth." And guess who is the lucky woman? For those of you who know me well, you are absolutely right, it is none other then the great Vern all mighty. I played the magnificent role of a mother to be in pain and is about the get cut open as there were complications. (accepts Golden Globe and waves to fans)

"alright people...1st of all...I want to thank my mum and dad... and JESUS CHRIST!! and ya'll good fans out there. Keep watching my movies. Thank ya'll!!"

*smacks myself* oops...sorry got carried away. Anyway.... My lines were really really interesting. All i had to do is go "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" and "SHUT UP AND CUT ME OPEN!!" the lines were simple but yet its all about the acting. I think i did pretty well. Heck, I think i deserve more then an Oscar... perhaps winning best male actor in the Caine's Movie festival. Yea BABY!!! I managed to pull of the oh so difficult pain look. SHOW ME THE LOVE!!

3 pebbles

2007-07-07T21:37:00.000+08:00
My English lecturer gave our class a creative writing assignment the other day, and she (Ms Ng) wanted us to write a short story about three pebbles.

So... by the thought of it, a story about three pebbles is cute. But how creative can you be when ur writing about something cute? Think small, round smooth, shiny little stones with big goo goo eyes (coughsulynncough).

How about, ehem... A long time ago, in a galaxy pebbles away, there was a great kingdom. A kingdom not ruled by strong men or Gods but by the will and power of three ancient pebbles.

NAAHHH....sounds too Stars wars wannabe LAME.

Anyway, heres what I came up with.

It was nearing the night of full moon when suddenly; a strong bolt of lightning struck a huge rock. Many pebbles were formed from the incident but three were different from the rest.

As time passes by, the three pebbles aged and had learned to understand human nature. They had seen people since Man had existed evolved into the people of the modern age that we are today.

The three stones begin to take up a nature of its own, one became kindness, the other, wealth, and finally, power. These stones have the ability to pass its nature to its owners and thus affecting the behavior, life and the owners mind.

Our story begins in a museum. A security guard name Goliath has just arrived to take over the midnight shift.

“Hey, we’ve got some ancient pebbles coming in later. Make sure you’re at the docking bay to secure it,” said the other guard.

“Sure, will do.”

The guard walked out the museum and closed the door sending a loud banging sound through the museums hallway.

Goliath went to the docking bay to await the arrival of the ancient stones. Minutes later, a truck approaches the bay and Goliath allows the truck to pass through. After extracting the pebbles from the truck, Goliath places it into a secured casing and brings it to the museums vault.

There he opens the casing and wooden box. As the wooden box opens, the three pebbles became visible.

The pebbles have many symbols engraved on each of it. Goliath took one and examines it. He notice there was something odd about the symbols. All of the symbols were made out of singular strokes and each symbol has only 6 strokes.

“Amazing! This has to be the work of a Chinese,” Goliath said to himself.

He places the pebble back and took the next pebble and went patrolling the museum. He examines the pebble carefully as he was walking. Then something caught his eyes when he passes through a lighted passage. He saw gold glitter all over the stone. Goliath tried to rub it off but failed to. At that moment, there was a noise coming from an ATM machine near by. He approaches the machine and finds it discharging money out of it. Goliath was shocked and ran back to the vault where the other pebbles are placed.

He took all three pebbles and held it in his arms, comparing each of them. Then he heard a voice.

“Give the money to those who needs it.”

“No, you fool. Take the money and keep it,” said another voice.

“Money isn’t all you want, with power you can have anything in the world,” said a third voice.

Goliath was tempted by power and wealth. He approaches the ATM machine and took the money. But as he was about to put it into his pocket, the pebbles emits a bright light. Goliath felt a force pulling him towards the pebbles. The pebbles got so bright that Goliath wasn’t able to see his surroundings. Moments later, the light dims and Goliath was no where to be found.

On the pebble of wealth and power, was a freshly engraved symbol.

cousin

2007-07-04T20:47:00.000+08:00
I finally managed to get a picture of my cousin, Grace. Note.... A picture. She was so reluctant to take a cute photograph (yes she is super cute with big eyes)... oh well, heres the picture

And it all Falls Apart

2007-07-03T20:52:00.000+08:00
Clock strucked 12p.m. Wheeeeeeee is Moral Period, aka BORING!!

It was all good, Juliana and I skipped lunch today to set up the stupid booth for the modeling contest thingy. Then we went to the third floor for Moral lesson.

1st thing I heard after entering the room, some random Indian dude went on cursing about how he has to retake the Malaysian Study subject.

(just to let some of you who are still in primary school or high school, there's still moral and history)

then the Seng's of all Hoe's came in and pointed at me saying "resit...(something something something)....resit moral paper" I was like WTH!! I spent like hours on the internal assesment and all the bitch could give me was an F?? Screw Malaysian Studies man. Screw this country and all the education policy they have. Screw the inefficient people who taught us to be who we are. Screw it!!

disclaimers: this note isn't meant to be a racist or anti-Malaysia statement. But just to voice out my frustration.

V.S, out.

Dad's birthday tmr OMG!!

2007-06-29T23:22:00.000+08:00
OMG !!!

Its my dads birthday tomorrow and I so don't have a gift for him. But wait a minute, the only gift I've given him over the years is buy him dinner in Victoria Station (ouch* to my wallet) haihz...

V.S, out

3 years ago

2007-06-23T22:35:00.000+08:00
I've been starting to think about my future lately. Initially, i thought of going into architecture after finishing my pre-u course. Then it hit me, what if I can't find a job even with a degree in architecturing. Maybe should consider doing something safe.... like finance.

Perhaps.
Can't believe time passes so quickly. One year ago I was still a high school kid, still going for tuitions almost every single day, skipping school once a while, making noise in class and irritating the girls.
Now I'm already in college, independant, have a driving licence (WOOT!!), actually going to library to study.
I guess I didn't really bother much about past until I thought about the years I had in high school, primary school (heck, I don't even remember my kindergarden years).
Speaking of which, 3 years ago when I was form 3, I joined a guitar competition under the classical catogory held by Yamaha. And I freaking got runner up!! I know it's 3 years ago... but it's one heck of an achievement for me. Blek. Here are some pictures.

The beauty that got me the runner up

My parents and I

Vs, out.

Not getting anywhere

2007-06-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

To think of it, I have been doing lots of last minute work lately (thanks to the influence of my many last minute working friends).

Piff..... A-levels student finally got their 2 weeks break.

I'm reading the mid-year physics paper which I just passed to see what went wrong. Unfortunately my brain doesn't allow me to understand what is stated in it. Evil BRAIN!! AHHHHH!!?!?!!!

You know what? I can't keep going on like this. I need to get somewhere and with the results I'm getting, sad to say, I'm going nowhere.
Besides that.... PTM!! It's tomorrow! So to sum up everything... I'm as good as dead.

V.S, Out